Mormons love to talk about spirituality and praise it as perhaps the most desirable attribute to cultivate throughout life. The funny thing is that at some point in recent months I completely forgot what it is supposed to mean. Part of me blames the fact that Mormonism defines it somewhat amorphously. I’ll take a stab at it. After pondering for a while, I think I remembered that on the most basic level, spirituality means listening to the promptings of the Holy Spirit. After Mormons are baptized, they receive the confirmation, kind of like Catholics do. From this moment on, a Mormon has the potential to experience the Holy Ghost at every moment of his or her life as long as they remain worthy. Many Mormons talk about the Holy Spirit as a “still, small voice” that tells them what to do. Closely related is the Light of Christ, that tells us right from wrong. Jiminy Cricket called it your conscience. These definitions seem simple enough, but the whole issue becomes obfuscated when you throw in some of the other stuff Mormons say about spirituality.
The instruction manuals for youth Sunday school lessons frequently describe spirituality as the mind (and/or the spirit) developing control over the body. Other materials support the idea that feeling good about churchy things is an indicator of spirituality. Youth in the church are encouraged to be “spiritual”, which generally means attending as many church meetings as possible, reading churchy stuff as much as possible, praying always, memorizing scripture passages and quotes by church leaders, and so on and so forth. These activities increase spirituality because they are, apparently, inherently spiritual. Dallin Oaks described spirituality as looking at life through the lens of eternity. Now that is a definition that I think is useful and worth examination and discussion. Call it spirituality. Call it whatever you want. But I believe that using the word spirituality tends to obfuscate the issue.
Let’s start with the “still, small voice”. Mormons frequently share experiences where they heard a voice or had an idea pop into their head to do something. Sometimes following the voice yields a miraculous experience. Sometimes, as Jeffrey Holland has taught us, the spirit tells you what to do and then when you do it you realize it was the wrong choice. The spirit did this to show you the wrong choice so you would know what the right choice was. And the Holy Spirit made it possible for you know what you should do. So is the spirit what we call intuition? The fact is that we are all highly evolved animals. As animals, we have an amazing ability to tell when something in our environment is “off”. I am convinced that this is part of what Mormonism considers to be the spirit. Once upon a time, a music teacher of mine told me that as he was about to dig into his delicious hot meal at a restaurant, the spirit told him to wait and blow on the food before eating so he wouldn’t burn himself. He paid no heed and burned his tongue. If you ask him, it was the spirit. It you ask me, it was his experience telling him to avoid a painful mistake. Is it possible to cultivate this ability? Mormons would say yes. Do spiritual things and the spirit will be with you so you can listen him. (that’s right, the Mormon Holy Spirit is male) Mormons would tell you that people who are better at following their intuition are more spiritual. I think that people who are better at following their intuition are 1) probably women and 2) manifest that behavior as part of their uniqueness as an individual. Maybe prayer/meditation does facilitate a greater awareness and capacity to follow the still, small voice in our heads. But I’m not sure it is a Holy Ghost possessing my body that tells me I shouldn’t eat the stinky lunchmeat in my fridge. I learned about listeria without any help from the Holy Spirit. For some reason, I keep eating the stinky cold cuts anyways. When I get a bad dose of listeria I will know that I should have listened.
Mormons believe that the human being consists of the body, mind and the spirit. You might actually be able to remove the mind from that equation depending on how you interpret Joseph Smith’s fascinating and controversial teachings on the nature of the soul. Unfortunately, it’s not clear whether Joseph was speaking as a prophet or as a man during that discourse. I’m not sure if Mormons believe that the spirit controls the mind or if the mind controls the spirit and/or the body, but they definitely believe in both the mind and the body being in tune with the spirit. So the theory goes that the spirit has the potential to always be there telling us things that are consistent with the gospel. It would seem like developing the ability to subject the body to the spirit would depend on hearing and understanding what the spirit is saying to you. Buf if you feel like the spirit is telling you to do something that contradicts the gospel then by definition it can’t be the spirit. So it would seem that following the spirit means obeying a specific set of rules. In Mormonism, if you follow the rules then it would seem that you are close to the spirit. If you don’t play by the rules then you don’t have the spirit. So maybe a more useful way to approach the idea of self-control is to talk about discipline. I guess the point of discussing the spirit is that when you choose to exercise discipline, Mormons might use that as an example of listening to the spirit. Whether or not so-called spirituality has to do with the spirit controlling the mind or the mind exerting dominion over the body, I think most folks consider self-discipline to be a good idea. But the spirit of Mormonism doesn’t have a corner on it.
Another part of what Mormons view as spirituality is the ability to perceive. Mormons believe that church leaders or missionaries receive spiritual “keys” to perceive the thoughts and feelings of those they are supposed to help. While I am doubtful that this power exists in the way depicted by Mormonism, maybe what we’re really talking about is emotional intelligence. One of my colleagues told me that the bishop of his ward was particularly perceptive. Then I reminded him that the guy was a psychologist. Is “feeling the spirit” (TM) perhaps an emotion? People who are especially emotional are often described by Mormons as being especially spiritual. Maybe people like that are just crybabies. I’m sure that emotional people who converted to the church later in life exhibited that behavior before receiving the confirmation. Maybe the behavior can be accentuated by the promise of the constant companionship of the spirit, but I would be surprised if becoming a Mormon suddenly made that behavior come out of nowhere. Sometimes Mormons describe the spirit in terms of what it feels like to “get the spirit”. Some call it a warmth or a burning in your bosom, while others describe it as a tingling feeling that encompasses your whole body. Maybe they’re really talking about the emotion of elevation? I remember a friend telling me that he felt the spirit really strongly while listening to an exciting spirit of music. While I knew exactly what feeling he was describing (the emotion of elevation) I certainly disagree on the origin of those feelings. Even people who are not spiritual at all can recall experiences where they have felt this emotion while experiencing the beauties of nature or pondering cherished experiences or relationships. It would seem then, that you don’t have to be Mormon to get high on your emotions. You don’t have to have the Holy Ghost to be elevated. So what’s the big deal about Mormon Spirituality, anyways?
Lastly, I want to address what Brother Oaks said about spirituality as a way of looking at life through the lens of eternity. What is unique and special (and depending on your theology, heretical) about Mormonism is the idea that all of God’s children have the potential to become like him (although Gordon Hinckley didn’t seem to agree 100%). Furthermore, Mormons believe that the choices made in this life directly determine the individual’s eligibility for godhood after death. So it makes sense that Oaks would define spirituality in terms of making choices in the flesh that take into consideration the everlasting fate of the spirit. Unfortunately, this concept is all too simply reduced to one tedious equation:
pay + pray + obey = life eternal.
I think there is much more to life than this. And I think most Mormons agree with me and accuse me of oversimplifying. So let’s explore a more meaningful approach to spirituality and looking at life not just in terms of here and now, but through the lens of what can be. Mormons like to emphasize the importance of family history, keeping a journal and setting goals. These are activities that are valuable without any spiritual component. Introspection, it would seem is another component of Mormon spirituality that is valuable even if your belief system doesn’t have a holy spirit. So when a Mormon girl says she wants to marry a guy who is a spiritual giant, what does she mean? Maybe she is trying to say that she wants a husband who will go to church every husband, read the scriptures every day, fast every month, pay a perfect 10% tithing, fulfill church callings to serve, obey the words of church leaders, write in a journal every day, pray always and attend the temple regularly. But what if the perfect Mormon spiritual giant also happened to be a self-centered prick? What if he had no backbone or personality and was a mindless automaton? Isn’t there more than to seek after than plain old boring spirituality? I think that talking about spirituality is confusing and not really useful. While there is more to life than the pleasures of the flesh, I don’t think that doing “spiritual” things all day is the answer, either. Perhaps one of the reasons that spirituality is so attractive to religious folks is that it levels the playing field for adherents to compete as they demonstrate their faithfulness. While we can’t readily change our body composition or suddenly change other things we may not like about ourselves, Mormons believe in an unlimited capacity to develop the spirit. So if you are an unattractive guy in the church, developing your “spirituality” is a great way to attract a mate since you’re not going to get much attention from your Laffy Taffy jokes. Maybe the emphasis on spirituality in Mormonism has a relationship to the 19th-century environment in which Mormonism was born. I’ll conclude by reiterating the fact that I am very obviously not a very spiritual person. I think I used to be- maybe.